misunderstanding

damn i love the view from my sis's room, looks exactly like the view from my old room
and her big ass windows make it even better!!
yaa.. my computer is still at chris lee's cux of yrbk.. n i was too tired to unplug it
my sister is weird.. she always watches the discovery channel.. when she was in my room printing hwk, guess wut she watches? ya.. discovery channel
gusee what i find when i turn on her tv.. discovery channel!!
this ludacris vid iz pretty cool, where his hand iz like popeye's
Ludacris is not bad..
man i just noticed we have a tv in every room
sis's room, my room, parent's room, kitchen / living room.. crazy
thiz intro to the song have been on for like 5 mins.. FINALLY THE SONG STARTS
speaking of music.. seems like everyone always has a song stuck in their mind
today sec period while studying for geometery test, liem had "Boulavard of Broken Dreams", i had "Jeapordy" and Stephen M. had "MORTAL KOMAT!!" and after we shared thiz lil useless info.. THEY WERE ALL STUCK IN MY HEAD!! LOLZ
g-damnit i hate this keyboard.. liem told me someone had something in their msn name that pissed me off.. but apparently it wasn't true.. hmm.. wonder where this is leading to
Brad came up to me today b4 i left, he said the pages i made was nice ^__^ so im happy >=D
wooorrd!! (damn u ludacris.. or Luda-CHRIS(bicos' nick in grade9))

why is my 9 yrs old piece of shit box faster then my sis's laptop??? wonder wut kinda shit she has in ther.. hmm
o ya, today M-Music had the best musics on, unlike these stupid rap, or Billy "I YELL LIKE A MF" Talent.. or Sam "HOBO SUX" Roberts
here are some good songs if ur into kinda soft rock.. gurl bands
Stars-Ageless Light
Feist-One Evening
Rilo Kylie-Portions of Foxes (i think thatz wut itz called)
here is another.. not a gurl.. but still good
Keane-Somewhere only we know

Ciara' 1,2 Step or sumthin is pretty cool... shes a pretty good dancer toO! and Missy gotten so skinner compared to back in the days when me and saqib made fun of how shes so fat.. hahaha
hey look!! a random black guy spraying Axe trying to "attract" Ciara... dumb freak
Dr.B is our new Physics teacher~ i'll miss him for chem =(..getting Hickling >=() "there are attractions between all things, just like Michelle is attracted to Jamie.. not Jamie, not the kinds in your dreams"

Japs on Weed

this is what you get when u put a bunch of japs game producers and weed together.. you get Katamari Damacy... >=)
was suppose to get Tekken 5, Katamari AND GT4 today.. but then they only had chink ver. of GT4.. and i can't really read chink.. so i got a in store credit instead so when the eng comes out i can go get it
at chris lee's since 8 working on yrbk.. so TIRED!! then Katamari Damacy woke me up =p
man thiz game iz the weirdest game ever.. kinda addictive too, turning the whole world into a ball~!!
crazy...

16 vs. 17

suddenly remmebered something..
my 16th birthday was so much better then my 17th birthday...
16th birthday is my happiest birthday ever
17th birthday is my worst birthday since 14th(which i forgot it was my birthday)

16th
-had a kick ass party with lots of people over.. including TWOOO GIRLS =o
-just got G1!!
-got 3 games from my sister and her bf
-bday dinner ruled~!
-didn't have gf.. but it was long after i broke up~
-got some presents from friends~! ^__^
-gomathy came to mowat to visite me on my birthday

17th
-woke up late.. for my date
-forced to drive shitbox van instead of jetta
-didn't get anything from sister after begging millions of times
-bday dinner was forced to go somewhere else rather then where i wanted to go cux of lineup
-broke up with gf RIGHT ON my birthday
-didn't spend time with friends..
-didn't get anything from friends
-most people didn't know about it till after bday

man being 17 sucks.. im old and everything is f'd up.. ALSO i have to worry about university.. err

edited 11.54pm
man thiz Gwen Stefani album.. has some pretty annoying songs, but then again there are ones i like..
omg.. wutz wit the constant japanese crap in the album.. crazy woman.. and all her videos are full of japs too
finally finished watching TNA Against all Odds -> BG James + Syxx Pac + New Age Outlaw = New D-X!
im so FUCKING BORED.. shouldve got thoz games today.. tmr gonna do geometery all day ><

The end is near..

didn't go to autoshow with chris lee, dan, andrew and mark today.. one is that i didn't really want to go, two is that my dad didn't lemme, so ya..
unno wut have gotten into me today.. so depressed..
mb itz that 孫燕姿 cd i put in my car lately.. pretty depressing songs.
or mb itz the constant cranberries i listen to on my computer.. who noz?
or mb ive finally realized how "無用" i really am
i mean.. i can't even do the simplest tasks.. n then i get all depressed because i m useless.. and this is my own fault
i remember grade 10 i was depressed and hated everyone.. no, i shouldn't hate everyone.. that have nothing to do with it. if i am gonna hate someone hate myself
can't believe graduating soon.. there is something i wanted to do for a long time.. and i doubt i'll ever do it.. and im gonna regret it forever.
high school... people say its the happiest moments of ur lyfe.. i can't imagine wut lyfe after high skool is gonna be
then again.. lyfe is good.. for most people.. just not me
the snow is so nice outside.. i luve it when the snow falls down slowly like this.. hate it when the wind blows it everywhere and it reminds me of my hair when i just woke up
rite now iz nice tho...
for some reason when i was driving back i was going 80/90, and i still thought i was going slow.. except the part where my car when over the little bridge in the country side roads... my car basically jumped cux i entered that at 90.. lolz
was so quiet during last period spare.. w/e... doesn't matter
should stop saying that... of course it matters.. godamnit i hate thiz.
gonna go back to thinking about "stuff"..

edit 6.54pm
just wasted about 2 hours on my blogger adding in bullets, blogroll, links and the tag thing.. sigh such a waste of time
i dind't go out to buy my games either.. ><

Time Travel..

http://www.johntitor.com

was reading on John Titor, my sister was telling me about him when we went for food
apparently he is a guy that self-proclaimed that he is from the year 2036 looking for some computer thing.. cux UNIX stopped working? i unno.. not good with computers so didn't really understood wut i read lolz
but ya.. wut my sis was that he iz from 2039 and he came back looking for the first batch of IBM workers.. which was like 16 people..
he came back at 2000 and left in 2001.. stayed for four months
some of the stuff he predicted had came true.. could it be just a lucky guess or is he really from the future? i don't really know..
the thing that scares me is the World War he mentioned..

"The civil war in the United States will start in 2004. I would describe it as having a Waco type event every month that steadily gets worse. The conflict will consume everyone in the US by 2012 and end in 2015 with a very short WWIII."

"There is a civil war in the United States that starts in 2005. That conflict flares up and down for 10 years. In 2015, Russia launches a nuclear strike against the major cities in the United States (which is the "other side" of the civil war from my perspective), China and Europe. The United States counter attacks. The US cities are destroyed along with the AFE (American Federal Empire)... thus we (in the country) won. The European Union and China were also destroyed. Russia is now our largest trading partner and the Capitol of the US was moved to Omaha Nebraska."

here are some interesting facts about our futures:
"The year 2008 was a general date by which time everyone will realize the world they thought they were living in was over."

"No one likes you in the future. This time period is looked at as being full of lazy, self-centered, civically ignorant sheep. Perhaps you should be less concerned about me and more concerned about that." (so true...still havn't done ne of my hwk)

i m so scared now.. wasted my time on reading thiz.. still havn't showered
o well, Gwen Stefani's album is done downloading - "Take a chance you stupid Whore"

another day..

another day, another stupid and mean.. but funny stunt to bicos!!
this time.. it is BLOCKING HIS DOOR WITH MY CAR ^^
during spare i went to the beach.. then picked up fatima and went back to the beach.. then picked up chris lee.. no i didnt go back to the beach, i went back to school lolz
while looking for a parking spot, guess what i found? BICOS CAR!!
since he've been taunting me lately how he has spare during geometery, and that he was going to stc.. i "HAD" to do something! so i parked my car super close to his car, and it was hilarious watching him trying to get in, HAHAHAHA

aww.. spenta things my pic a few post down was hot.. >=) muwahahhaaha
after skool i just rushed out of skool cux was going "drink tea" with sis and parents.. my sis came out from waterloo~
afterwards came home and tried to fix my printer till now.. sigh
wasted 2.37hrs, gotta work out ><
getting so fat~!!
hope u had fun getting in your car bicos! ANY U BETTER NOT HAVE SCRATCHED MY CAR!!

lazy blog

kinda lazy rite now.. so i'll just make thiz a short blog
today was the first time i ride in bico's car, we went to stc wit chris lee at lunch + spare
i had sushi ^^.. and chris lee was super sick.. and chris bicos got his ps2 game (MK-D) so it was all good.. i guess lolz
in art.. i FINALLY did something.. i never work in art >=p.. got so much done
lately ive been doing all my eng hwk, and Go never checks them.. but if i dun do them i bet he iz gonna check it.. got i hate it when that happens
TNA Against all Odds finally finished downloading thiz morning, so im watching it rite now
THE NEW FACE OF WRESTLING!

random thought while watching MuchMusic

hey.. i can become a rap artist!!


yea,uh, uh-huh, yo yo, check this out.. yea, uh uh, oh, what? what? uh..uhh, yoyo dog, (annoying background music) yo yoy yo word, uh uh, uh-huh what? say what?? yoyo, yea, yea, thug 4 life, yea heeey yea, uh uh uh uh uh uh UHHHHHH, yo yo yo. Remix!! uh yo uh yo uh yo yo uh uh yo, yo yo yo uh.. (more annoying background music) pimp, shoot, bang, dead, bitch, hoe OHHHHHHH.. GURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR(goes on for a minute)RRRRRRRLLLL pop drop gop top shop uh uh uh hop uh seeeeeeeennn GEEE

man, that is gonna be a hit! these idiots would buy anything

2hr45min + 1.5blockofgas wasted..

Morning
omg...can't believe i did so bad on the calc test.. well not bad, but not gonna be a 90%.. so my avg iz gonna b affected ><
today during spare.. liem asked me to drive him to mcdonalds but i said no..
then courtney and holly came and bugged me to drive them to the plaza... ><
err... i mean u can SEE the plaza from the cafe, itz like 5 mins walk.. but i drove them ne wayz.. sigh.. so sexist. while im at it, might as well give liem a ride to mcdonalds
after dropping off courtney and holly, i totally freaked out liem hahahaha
first thing was.. i ran the red light when turning left.. but tahtz cux ther were like no cars, and after i was going like 80 and liem was freaking out..and then a turn made at 40 freaked him out too~ lolz
he dun wanna die while "rushing to mcdonalds" lolz
when we got ther, ther was like a big ass line up at the drive thru cux of lunch.. and i just suspected that the line up inside would be long too.. since liem gotta get back by 12 i just left.
itz funny how he get freaked out so easily.. haha

Afternoon
man this cranberries album is getting repetitive.. thiz iz like the only thing i listen to lately.. back to my boring log
after school chris didn't wanna go home.. so after i dropped off fatima and andrew we went around for a ride.
went to that park near Robert's house, and took some pictures.. chris made a porno azn snowWoman.. ON THE DRINKING FOUNTAIN O_o

have fun kids!!

saw Spenta and Jennifer in a car while going ther, dunno if they saw us~~ oh well
afterwards i wanted to get my camera back from Emily.. but shes all the way at DVP.. err, and i dind't wanna call her.. so me and chris went around the neighbourhood looking for wireless network.. so illegal >=)
went down portunion.. saw this lady got attacked wit Joseph Howe idiots with the snowballs.. i just stopped right in the middle of Port Union wondering if i should go or not.. next thing you know i floored the car and chris gave them the finger...
all the kid just stared at us wit a WTF look, hahaha... it was great
we found like 5 wireless networks up on thoz hills... near starspray.. but damn rich people got them protected... errr
in the end i just called emily.. and she was f'n sleeping -____-''
went to mcdonalds.. feel so fat now.. >< eating too much "heartattacks"
oh ya.. and ther was wireless connection in mcdonalds.. HIGH SPEED connection too.. err
err.. needa work out..so lazy
DAMN YOU CHAR SKETCH!! dun wanna work on thiz stupid eng assignment
oh.. went through pickering when coming home.. apparently im like a few mins from pickering.. lolz

Quote of the day-> "I know i should [do it].. but life's too short" - Mr.Bower

IQ

wonder if thatz good or bad..

it was from web.tickle.com.. i suggest u make a fake e-mail account cux i have a feeling u'll get alot of spam after thiz... lolz

all nighter aftermath

maan.. didn't sleep last night
went to sleep at 6... but coincidently my parents screwed up their alarm, and woke me up at 6.30 thinking it was 7.30.. so.. i didn't go back to sleep after that
wasn't that tired tho during skool.. hmm
the drive to school was horrible, it was like driving a hover car, especially when i was in james' street
while driving to school, i made a U-turn on east ave cux the junior skool caused a traffic jam.. i skid so much during that U-Turn
mowat idol was at lunch.. omg CTV iz here? never knew it was such a big deall...
the whole thing was ruined by the "technical difficulties".. on top of that alot of the performances put the people to sleep
people got so bored that everyone started chatting.. kinda disrespectful.. i just slept cux i was so tired
the good ones were the ones near the end (liem, tweena, zhange, etc.. all azn ^__^v)
ther was thiz one guy that basically lipsync usher's song.. horrible.. even i couldve done better
and keep in mind, all these were on CTV.. sigh
today's spare was so boring.. sat wit lindsay, jennifer and courtney for like a second.. then went for a ride with chris lee and bicos.. like the usuall,.. me following bicos etc
and we came back to school.. wandered the halls.. still bored.. so i just went home. think bicos went to the beach
on the way back i was started getting sleepy.. and drove really slow.. also this person suddenly came up in my mind and i couldnt get her off my head.. sigh. sometimes i think i m so usless..
now i m eating my lunch since i skipped lunch.. and gonna go sleep after thiz.
so tired..

damn you Heart of Darkness!!

omg.. ive been working on my stupid reading log for Heart of Darkness Part III from 9:30pm to 5:13am.. godamnit
maybe i shouldn't have slept so much over the weekend and work on this more
i think i slept a total of 35hrs over the weekend... O_o

and my printer doesn't work, so i got to go in to school early in the morning to print out these 8 pages of reading logs.. omfg
that is gonna cost me a buck.. damn skool and itz evil scams!!

i dun even no wut im talking about ne more.. so tired
gonna be dead tired tmr.. good thing i have last period spare ^__^v

edit 6:00am
mb playing tekken 4 was a bad idea.. think the disc f'd up my ps2 (again)
oh, also now i only have one hour till i gotta wake up ^^
dunno if i should even sleep ne more..
man my room is hot.. then again i havn't shut down for 3 days now
blogger never works when my bittorent is running.. err
15mins more till TNA Impact is done downloading~~ ^^

what a week..

Wednesday, Februray 16, 2005
Activity day


man today was a pretty fun day.. prob not as fun as the ppl that went snowboarding tho -____-''
went downtown with andrew, and the chrises (bicos + lee)
i woke up at 9:30.. totally forgetting about this downtown trip.. then on my alarm clock it says "Wake the Fuck Up You Faggot, you go to go DOWNTOWN BITCH".. so thats what woke me up lolz
got up, brushed and left.. since we were suppose to meet there at 10 and by the time i got ready it was already 10
me and bicos showed up 20mins late, but GUESS WHAT?! andrew and chris lee showed up 30 mins later then us (50mins late)
first thing we did when we got downtown was go to that funny quotes t-shirt place to see if they still have ne, since chris lee heard from someone that they are closing and everything are on sell.. unfortunatly it was already closed.. sigh
so we went to mcdonalds..we were all hungry.. but what happened after eating?
you know.. typical guys usually.. dun like walking around the mall too much haha.. so we went into the usual guy stores (EB, Bluenotes, OldNavy, HMV, etc etc)
and after that we killed an hour over at the local arcade.
i said before that i would never play initial d cux i suck at it, and its a waste of money.. and thats what i did.. at least for the first half of the time we were at the arcade.
i was playing time crisis with andrew. Man i loved time crisis two, used to waste so much money on that. time crisis is even better! muwahaha.. now i want to go to playdium just to play time crisis ><
when we were in sunrise, we all started paniking because SOMEONE said they heard over the announcement that who ever skips activity day gets suspended.. okay, "I" was paniking okay? lolz.. but afterwards bicos told us they left at 1:30 already and it was like 2 or 3 when we left sunrise -_____-''
we were gonna go to teashop 168, but it was pretty expensive and all.. so we went to freshly squeeze instead and went to chat at the food court
we were so comfy that we didn't want to move.. we finally moved when ANDREW needed to go get spenta something.. during the time he was looking for a present chris lee gave the stupidest but funny present ideas ever.. too much somethingawful.com for him... sigh
he finally got her something, it was one of thos chinese beads/bracelet things.. but hers is way better then mine.. sigh.. i dun feel special anymore
we ended up standing around for like 15 mins before deciding to go anywhere.. and guess where we went? WE WENT TO MCDONALDS!!
but this is the highlight of the day.. we saw MARTY!!
whos marty you ask? well.. he is this dancing hobo where you can see from mcdonalds first floor.. (or second floor.. i suppose)

Marty was a homeless hobo, his life long dream was to become a rockstar. Because Marty's dad got raped and killed, and his Mom got HIVs while "becoming" a hooker.. Marty was left alone to eat homeless dogs. One day while eating these homeless dogs, Marty found a MP3 player from the dog's ass..
At first Marty thought he should sell it for money, but after a sniff of it, Marty felt "brotherhood" from the MP3. Why? Who wouldve knew.. he found Tyler Steven's MP3 Player! The Happy and Jolly Marty took the MP3 player right to the doors of Eaton Centre, and started playing AirGuitar.
Marty didn't know other peoples can't hear the music he is listen to, but in Marty's mind he was a rockstar, and Tyler was cheering on in the crowds. He started picking random cigarette buds from the garbage cans and started smoking them. Oh look, Marty got backup dancers!! (chris bicos said the person limping was his backup dancer.. so mean) When the batteries in the MP3 player finally gave up on poor old Marty, Marty broke down and started crying. He then put on his hat, took his bike, and walked down the cold lonely street of Toronto. It is that very night that Marty got "stabbed" to death because he had a MP3 Player. No these were not street thugs, but a bunch of rich spoiled white brats wanting to be black. They did not have their toy guns because they were too busy "playing" with them in the washroom.
We will always remember the name of Marty.. the rocking metal hobo.. rock on marty, rock on.. or was it Hardy?.. hmm

(this isn't actually the story we made up for him.. i just made that up right now.. but some parts of that is true.. lolz)
after this we went home.. and yea.. haha
instead of getting a ride from mcCowan like i usually do since there are no buses to my area, i took 38 with chris lee and Andrew back to rouge hill
when we got there.. i saw Tweena driving in a car while crossing.. i don't talk her tho
me and chris lee walked to the public library where i was being picked up.. we got there at 7.15, then started staring at the stars till his mom came
then i went inside, where my ol' friend Saqib and his friend just finished working out.. talked a bit.. and then i called Pauling for the first time.
We chated basically till i got home.. and that is my good ol wednesday~

Thursday,Friday and Saturday coming soon

waste of time...

omg... ive been installing stuff on my computer since four thirty till now (one o four) and i m still not done.. u no wut, gonna give up and shower now lolz
btw.. since i installed adobe i added pix to my previous post

some people shouldn't drive..

just formated my computer.. don't have anything on my computer right now =(
taking forever to upload my files back to the hardrive >=(



man.. some people shouldnt drive.. swear
this morning, first thing in the morning.. saw the weirdest crash ever.. don't even no how it happeend

(yes, i took a picture of it.. and the people were staring at me from outside)

the only way i can think of how this happened is this

which is pretty stupid if it did happen like that.. like wtf

during spare, me and bicos drove off to RBC.. it was fun.. haha
we were driving side by side down lawrence coming back to skool.. since we had to turn left, i cut lane and started following bicos
usually when i turn and bicos is behind me, i go like 2km/h just to piss him off, so today he tried to do it to me
i cut him right off at the entrance (while he was turning).. i m so evil >=)


after school.. bicos (with bro and sis) and me (wit chris lee and min) was driving crazy again!!
first he left the parking lot waaay b4 me, so i cut like 5 cars, and finally caught up to him (don't ask how fast i was going)



then i cutted him off, and did that slow turning thing on him ^^
since i wasn't familar with his streets.. he turned and i didn't.. so i went back and chased him going 100 at residental area >=)
i entered a turn going 60, min yelled so loud... hahah
after i turned, i see bicos car parked rite across the whole street, blocking it ><
err.. u win this time bicos!! =p

when i was going home.. saw so many freaking people that can't drive
one - this guy that was stepping on the lane.. don't no wtf he was doing.. he was going 50 down port union (60 road).. and he finally cut lane after stepping on the lane for like 5 mins.. he stopped his car 2 car spots away from the light when it was red.. wtf?! stupid people
two - stupid lady kept blocking me, i cut left she cuts left, i cut right she cuts right
and the evilest thing iz.. when it was red.. she was on the right lane rite? but usually people leave enuff room so ppl behind can turn (oh ya, there was also a bike lane so even more space).. stupid lady PARKED ON THE BIKE LANE, so i couldn't turn right.. what a bitch

usually its like


but she was like


three - country side, making left turn.. there were like no cars coming.. and this lady wouldn't turn. finally a car comes and she turns, so the guy honked the shit out of her.. swear..

moral of the day is - dangerous drivers and idiotic drivers.. shouldn't drive.

Finally done..

man i never knew editing the blogger template would be so much work..
just wasted three hours on this, now i am just gonna go take a shower.. and start my homework
havn't done ne work for the past whole week.. sigh
activity day is comming, god i dun get why my rich ass school makes something stupid like this..
most peepz i no are skipping ne wayz
might go in and play gta for like 5 hrs (yes, they have videogames as one of the activity)
thought the whole point of activity is for people to get out and do other stuff.. oh well

valentines day today.. not much of a difference maker for a single guy.. lolz
this morning my dad told me its gonna snow.. n when i go outside it was pouring like hell -____-''
i prefer snow over rain.. but then rain drop sounds so nice..
at lunch me, liem and chris lee went to mcdonalds.. the whole time i was just complaining how like the line was... and at the end i spilled my coke on the floor lolz
ate at shirley's table for the past two lunches.. might stop soon.. feel so awkward ther.. mhmmm
cindy gave me a carnation for valentine.. lolz
i thought its suppose to be guys giving gurlz flowers, not the other way around.. but w/e
it was nice of her.. but didn't wanna b seen walking around wit a rose -____-''
after skool i dropped off spenta (think this is the first time she ride in my car.. teheh), fatima and chris bicos.. man its so hard to drive in the rain, my car wont freaking break
then went to dollar store to get some cd cases for thos 9 dvd discs i burnt to back up my computer.. needa format soon
thats basically my day.. oh, did i mention i spent three hours on blogger? lolz

gotta go study for english.. sigh

o ya.. b4 i go
that picture in the layout.. yaa.. i originally made it just for fun..
i had no idea why i made it, and thought i wasted four hours on nothing
then when i e-mailed adrienne.. she said put it on my aa.. then that gave me an idea!! y not make it as my blogger layout ^^
and here it is lolz, here are the original and edited


You can judge which one is original and which one is edited yourself.. lolz
i actually found a bunch of pictures on Noriko Nakagoshi out of randomness one night.. damn shes hot. lolz

This is where it starts...

ive been wanting to make a blogger site for a while now, but was too lazy
first time i started talking about making a blogger site... was last yr ^^
im at my sis's dorm room in waterloo rite now.. kinda bored, so decided to sign up now =D
da de dum.. this blog site is suppose to say whatever is in my mind.. but im afraid some of my friends would find this blogger site sooner or later.. dun wanna start too much conterversy.. not like i dun have enuff of that already
ne wayz, gonna make a few post tonite with all my previous blogs.. =)
o ya.. for some strange reason blogger is in chinese.. n i ain't that good at reading chinese.. sigh