what have i got myself into...

the christmas break is almost over.. and soon i have to go back into university..
what have i got myself into.. i m not fit to b an engineer.. i didnt even no ne thing when i went into the exam.. and rite now i dun even remember ne thing i learnt..
so scared about second semester.. if only i can switch out to something easier.. sigh..

ps. last day of the year n i wake up around 4pm, awesome!

long time no see bud~

well i havnt blogged for ages.. tahts because
a) ive been out almost everyday
b) i didnt have my computer

cant believe ther is only one more week left..
for some people they have to go back to university on the 3rd... that sucks even more
so ya.. gonna blog about the last few days now =)

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the 23rd: went back to Mowat's christmas assembly.. was gonna go to cindy's church's christmas concert.. but almsot got in a car accident when going home after going to STC wit cindy.. so i ended up not going

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the 24th: pauling came over to my place in downtown n we watched 叮噹 (Doramon).. it was pretty good ^__^.. we also ate dinner at my place.. n.. yea =p

the 25th: kinda of disappointing that i cant spend it with pauling.. since the whole reason i didnt go to new york was so that i could spend my xmas with her.. but since her dad was home that day she wanted to stay home as well.. o well~

the 26th: went shopping with chrislee, his bro n mark b. ... however.. i didnt really get to shop too much at STC because his bro was being a pain in the ass n wanted to go to best buy to buy some dvd... and after that chrislee had to drive his bro home so his bro can watch his gay lil dvd -_____-'' i got a stack of blank dvd-r for 17 bucks~ was so gay cux they put the 16x wit the 8x so i got the 16x n turns out that was 45 bucks.. n had to exchange it -____-''
afterwards we went to Markville.. there were some pretty creative way to park illegally lolz.. ther was one car that was parked just in the middle of the road.. haha
we got a buy 2 get 1 free deal.. n i got a camoflage sweater for about 23 bucks.. still gotta pay Mark back~

was suppose to meet with pauling at night but she was too tired.. -___-''
so i went to missisaga wit my parents.. since we're gonna move ther soon n they wanna check it out... square one is such a nice mall~~ too bad its so far...

o.. im moving cux my sis got a job in missisaga n my parents are planning on going back to hk
oh yea... this gurl died from a driveby shooting on yonge today around 5pm.. so sad.. 2 other female and 4 male were injuried.. stupid black people.. the toronto cops should really do something instead of always caring about giving speeding tickets.. faggots

the 27th: went to eaton wit pauling.. met up wit bicoses... then pauling's friends came.. but shortly after we splited up.. n me and bicoses went off somewhere else...
Pricilla and her bf came shortly after (like 2hrs shortly after) and yaa... bicos's sis left us.. n soon after me and bicos left pris n her bf n went to do something fun.. like look at guy stuff hehe
later that nite.. i met up wit pauling n her friends again.. first pris n her bf left.. then bicoses left.. then karen got a 50 dollars MP3.. soon after her and jason left..
it was only me and pauling left.. she went to get the purple sweater she wanted n we went to visit janny
later we were gonna get food.. but she was already full since she ate. so i went to buy take out from a thaifood place~ or was it viet? o w/e.. lolz
yaa.. she wanted to drink soup so we went to Teashop.. n i ate my food ther.. i was so uncomfortable cux i was bringing food from somewhere else.. im so 婆媽.. lolz
o well.. walked down yonge.. passed by future shop n saw janny ther~
after everything was done.. i took the subway wit her.. she got off at her place.. n i took the subway home

the 28th: didnt do much.. went out to "drink tea".. then went grocery shopping wit parents n then went to wal-mart.. TERRY FUNK!! =p.. thats about it.. oo, sis came back

the 29th: went to missisaga.. again.. checked out the place my sis's gonna work at.. n went to square one.. found shannon moore but didnt buy it..

I AM AN ACCOUNTING ASS KICKING MACHINE

I KICK SO MUCH ASS!



MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL

Merry Christmas Dirtbags!!

Christmas Dinner!!!

went for xmas dinner tonite wit friends from high skool~ ^__^
went to pickel barrel~ it was pretty good ^__^, and its so nice in ther too.. couldnt stop staring at the decorations
for secret santa, i got a boxer from courtney, hehehe (thx ^__^)
n i gave Spenta one of thos shaking head smiley face thingys... u no.. like the one i have on my table:

ne who.. yaa, she really likes it so im glad..
chrislee and prasanth came like an hour late..

after dinner we met up wit devine(sp?) n went skating.. =)
andrew was struggling.. again lolz
then again cant blame the guy, its only his second time~
i was struggling a bit to.. hehe
here are some pix:


Andrew struggling~~


yeeh i love rental skates.. >=(


fatima pushing me... -___-''

afterwards candice came.. she hugged everyone, but when i wanted a hug she pushed me >=( then i pushed her back n she hit my face, haha.. at least i got my hug in the end >=)

after skating we went to timmies..



us at timmies


i hope ur comfortable in that baby seat chris =p


then went home..

oo, at kennedy station i was saying bye to everyone (we were going diff ways)
i gave everyone a hug, then when chris lee wanted one i slapped him, LMFAO!! i no.. im so cruel..

SkiLakeridge

went snow boarding today with: D3(driver, thx a bucnh man), chrislee, JD, Q n bicos~~ its the first time for all of us.. lolz
the ride ther was terrible.. traffic n nothing good on the radio..
got ther around 5..

holy shit... snowboarding is harder then i thought! fell so much... twice rite on my tailbone!!! ><
now my ass hurts n when i bend down my tailbone hurts

altho it caused major pain for all of us.. we sure as hell had alot of fun!!

chris bicos: "i cant feel my ass, you want to feel my ass for me?"
. "i m going to show my ass"

... lolz?

its funny.. how depended we are on our cellphones.. rite when we left we all wanted to call back to tell our parents we're coming home.. but none of our cellphnes were working... sounded like we were gonna die soon or sumthin.. haha

when going back.. D3 missed the turn to highway 2 n went into a really dark street... im surprised at the end of that street ther was actually a small community... thought itd just b all farm lands..

got dropped off by D3 at chrislee's, then chrislee drove me home

it was a fun trip overall ^___^v

ps. i need to learn how to turn...

Vaughan Mills

went to this super big mall rite across wonderland today wit my family
it was soooo big.. iunno y.. feels like we havnt done stuff as a family for ages
got this cool shirt at stitches for 10 bucks.. pretty good, hehe

mhmm... thats about it for today~

I AM EIGHTEEN!! BITCH!!

"and if you aint down with that... IVE GOT FOUR WORDS FOR YA"
.
.
"I AM EIGHTEEN!! BITCH!!"

(imitating kip james from TNA)

if u havnt figured it out.. its my bday too, not just trish stratus'
last nite we were suppose to go snowboarding.. but never did... so instead we went to my place.. got some ps2 games .. AND MY ROBOT WHICH I GOT FOR BIRTHDAY FROM SIS AND WILL, and went to chris lee's place

who were ther? : me, lee, bicos, d3
played some pools, played wit the robot which is AWESOME!! and played ps2 =p
d3 n bicos left at 11, i slept at lee's place
played "The Warriors" and "MK-Shalon Monks" till 4.. then i fell asleep
chrislee went to sleep at 6..am.. lolz

i woke up at 10.. started playing more of "The Warriors" and eventually the guy woke up around 12..
later on my bday went downtown so i can get to see my gf on my bday =)
went to her skool.. after skooltime.. couldnt spend time wit her cux she had too much hwk.. dun blame her~ at least got to c her =)

then went to eaton.. walked around.. ate the mcdeal.. said hi to janny n left

when i got back to markham, we went out for dinner at this resturant near pmall (where CIBC is).. OMG ITS SOOOO GOOOOD!!! i had thos stuff where u wrap pieces of ducks with this.. thing and eat it (unno wut it is in english) OMG!! HAVNT HAD THESE FOR SOOOOOOO LONG!!! n during dinner we told some pictures... it was so fun =)

happy birthday!

i'd like to be the first to wish a happy birthday to.........

TRISH STRATUS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRISH!

Happy birthday!!

Christopher Lee-Shanok and Janny Tram~~

Lazy Lazy Lazy blog

went back to mowat
moshow
burger king with chrislee + durwyn
drove cindy home

drove all the way to markville in less then 20mins
went downtown..
waited 1 hour for pauling
went to eaton
dinner

... i'll detail it more with pictures tmr..
here is the reason y im so lazy

CLICK HERE FOR PHOTOS
I TOOK FROM HK THIS SUMMER

finally resized them and uploaded them.. i kinda ran out of room so i'll upload the rest later~
enjoy!!

終於可以過一個開心嘰聖誕節..

10 days..

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finally done exams..
watched King Kong with pauling.. it was SOOOO good... sniff sniff

T-minus 3-30

come on.. almost theree...

edit:12:52pm
at ECF lab rite now.. finally set up my ECF account.. haha
i have like 200 unread emails.. o well

as for the exam.. CRASHED AND BURNT.. but it was fun.. dot dot.. -____-''
no comment

today before the exam Will said him n kitty is gonna get a bday taht would "surprise" me.. wonder what its gonna b.. hmm

gonna go home.. sleep.. n come out tonite ^__^
shit i want chocolate... =(

ps. FINALLY DONE EXAMS!! FUCK YA!

eff-duck

so effduck for calc mon... eff~
btw..wtf r u suppose 2 do if u wake up at 5am n find some random white gurl outside ur room drunk n passed out.. O_o

Goodbye..

Today is Clement's funeral.. unfortunately i cannot attend due to finals..
Fairwell Clement.. hope you have a good time in heaven..
if fate allows us.. maybe we will meet again
Goodbye..

Communication...

so tired of studying exam.. sigh
everytime i listen to "Mariah Carey - We belong together" with my cheap headphones i remember me waiting for you when i was in hong kong.. always asking online if i could call u.. LONG DISTANCE CALL TOO!! hahha
sigh..
i wish u were online rite now.. so i could once again ask if i can call u..
i miss u so much..
soon i can see you again =)

If only it was as hot..

came back to downtown last nite.. alone once again..
put in my $14 hk headphones.. turned off all lights but one lamp.. and was about to read my gay engineering strategy book
suddenly i felt like i was in hong kong again.. only not as hot..
everynight i would just put on my cheap headphones, turn on one lamp (next to the computer), everyone in the house were already asleep...as i wait for you to wake up... and say "good morning ^__^"
how i missed thos days.. we were so far apart.. but yet so close together..
so much have happened ever since that
but nevertheless... i still love you more then ever

i dont ever want to feel the feeling of being abandoned.. ever again..

海闊天空 - Beyond

* 今天我 寒夜裡看雪飄過
懷著冷卻了的心窩飄遠方
風雨裡追趕 霧裡分不清影縱
天空海闊你與我 可會變 (誰沒在變)

多少次 迎著冷眼與嘲笑
從沒有放棄過心中的理想
一剎那恍惚 若有所失的感覺
不知不覺已變淡 心裡愛 (誰明白我)

# 原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌到
背棄了理想 誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我

Repeat * #

仍然自由自我 永遠高唱我歌 走遍千里

Repeat #

Rest In Peace.. Clement Koo

R.I.P. Clement Koo

Today.. around 5pm.. i just woke up after bombing my chemistry exam.. i was so stressed out about it.. but i know i must continue on with the rest of my exams
it is at this time, when i received a call from Cindy.. she asked me.. if i knew what happeend to clement.. i said no. I thought the most is he probablly got in a car crash and got injuried.. but i never thought...
Clement Koo, have past Sunday morning.. He.. drank too much.. and felt suck.. so he went to sleep and never woke up
i.. actually broke down and cried for about an hour...
i have never had anyone close to me passing away... the ones that was close to this was my grandpa (but i was too small at the time to know anything) and my sci teacher.. but never someone close to me..
Clement, was the only cantonese speaking guy i knew from back in Mowat.
i met him in grade 10.. in the "old" fob group with maggie and joanna and ice.. didnt reallly know u back then.. but over the past few years ive got to know you alot more..Over the 2004-2005 i have gotten closer with clement from always eating lunch with him. We were the fobby asians in mowat along with Cindy, Min and Sherry... lolz
He would always come.. and just talk about anything over lunch time. In fact, my lunches are always better when he is here.. since i dont know mandrian haha (sherry cindy and min ususally speaks in mandrian)
July 1st, firework. It was me and Clement who decided to organize it. It was originally.. well there were meanings behind it.
I still remember it as yesterday. Driving my big Van all the way to mowat.. with no AC.. my back was all wet.. Clement came and picked me up with his honda.. and we went to buy firework and collect monehy from people all over the neighbourhood.
It was stressful.. but it was fun in the end. However both of us got really mad that night beacuase of two guys.
I didnt really see clement much after i graduated.. and i regret it now. I actually wanted to ask him and the people from mowat out one day after my exams... but i guess that can never happen now.
I only saw him twice after i graduated.. once before i went to HK (we all came out to hang out because i was leaving soon)... and once that day in the parking lot when i went back to mowat.
I am glad i ran into u skipping ur accounting class that day.. haha
that gave me a chance to chat with you again.. and i am so sorry i never got the chance to chat with you more that day after skool.. because i was too busy visiting teachers.
Now.. i will never get the chance to chat wit you
nor.. see your msn name pop up with ur dp always relating to some hip-hop fashion
nor.. hear about ur shoe collections..
nor.. hear about u asking me about my "lui" lolz..
whatever.. happened to going to HK together to get chicks man?
whatever.. happened to going clubing one day man?
whatever.. happened to coming to ut n b my skoolmate again??
WTF!! how could this have happened...
it seems like a dream.... a terrible terrible dream
i dont even know what i would think if i read the comments u wrote in my yrbk now.. will i break down again..? ha...ha..

Clement... We will all miss you.. very very much
Rest In Peace bro.

nuclear warfare!!!

I have NEVER bombed something THIS BAD
man..gotta give chem some credit..

ps. they accepted my CDS~~ so happy ^__^

Teenage Life

normal teenagers will be outside hanging out and slacking since its near christmas
an engineer teenager spends his weekend cramming chemistry and worrying about whats going to happen to his CDS and have to cram online assignments...

noooooooooooooooooo

slept for 14hrs
missed CDS deadline
...

yeeeeeeeeeeeh

pulled two all-nighters in a row..
and by all-nighters i mean REAL ones...not thos gay all-nighter wars ones..
finally got CDS done.. sigh
so tired..
gonna sleep rite after my 2 hrs lec tmr.. n then.. YEEEEEHH!!!

cram calc online assignments
and
cram chem!!!!!

btw.. got 21/20 for my chem term test..

"if you aint down with that.. ive got TWO WORDS for YA!!"
"S*CK IT!"