陳奕迅 - 一切還好

其實我寧願你不那麼好　得不到也好...
其實我還好　期望你還好....

不緊要　你的心永遠不斷轉...

Murasaki - Sakura - Seiko

So my old desktop officially died today.. my mom have been using it for the past year and lately it've been acting weird.. not it gives me blue screen of death saying i have a hardware problem =(
tried to set up my sister's old HP laptop and the screen won't turn on... what bad luck =(

Here is a picture of my sister's old HP laptop from almost 10 yrs ago...
And my sexy HP laptop "Murasaki"
Its amazing to see the design changes of the HP Pavilion over a 10 yr span...
Yes.. i had to pervertize my sister's laptop as well XD

Yes I am a nerd.
I have nothing better to do so I gave names to my computer and computer components..

This is Sakura, my 1.5TB external hardrive

And the newest member of the family.. Seiko.. 4GB USB key i got during boxing day =)

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So today I didnt wake up till 10pm.. hence I'm still awake right now =p

Was playing left 4 dead 2 on PC with chris and adora.. and later on they went to bed... and i started surfing the net

for some strange reason i decided to download super nintendo games onto Seiko.. and started playing it XD

with all the advancement in technology.. im surprised i still get such a kick out of playing super nintendo games XD

now that its on seiko... i can bring it to me anywhere i want!! =D

time for me to try to sleep... and hopefully wake up when the sun is still up =)
I'm jetlagging without being on a plane XD

Merry f'n Christmas

Ah normality

Ahh finally back to normality!

Slept at midnight and woke up at 8pm, fucking 20 hrs mother fuckers!!

Havn't slept like this for a while since right after I got my surgery I couldnt really sleep, and before that was exam.

Yesterday my dad went back to hk.. sorta miss him already =(

no worries.. i shall be back in 6 months =)

Updated my playlist with some songs... maybe hip-hop isn't dead... yet.

Now if you'll excuse me I shall travel to Italy and kill some people (assassin's creed 2)

Fucked up!

Man my sleeping pattern is messed up!!

I go to sleep around midnight and wake up around 9am...

Wait a minute...

Swollen cheek for birthday!!

Booooo!!

Its my 22nd birthday today for another 2 hrs and i have crazy swollen cheeks...

Went to get my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday... the doctor said its so deep that the cut is going to be crazy wide = extreme pain =(

He had to cut my tooth into 5 small pieces just to get it out.. and when he was sewing me up he kept failing because he said my wisdom teeth was too close to the root of my existing teeth.. hence there isn't much room for him to sew me back up T.T

Went to 銀星 for dinner.. and damn it was torture ><

the food smelt so good, but I couldn't have any =(

In the end I couldnt hold myself back and forced myself to eat the dishes (the ones with softer texture ne wayz..)

lalala, btw krissy here you go, a picture of ME IN EXCRUCIATING PAIN!!! T.T

Even in pain.. i still went and go you you're x-mas present!! XD
Can't wait till you come back... lalala

Its the finaaaaal countdown!!

Tomorrow shall be my last exam for the semester...
But dayuuum I'm so burnt out... I didnt even wake up till now...

Eating right now.. I shall study soon...

Can't wait till tmr night XD

ps. wow i realized I've been blogging alot... I guess "not wanting to study" did some goods for my blog eh

Sleepy Bicos

Bicos: If this goes on Youtube, I kill you.
Tat: Don't worry, this will not go on youtube

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*Ring Ring*

Bicos: Hello
Tat: Yo
Bicos: Um.. I think I left my phone at your place
Tat: what.
Bicos: I think I left my phone at your place
Tat: Than how the hell are you calling me
Bicos: Oh shit, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
Tat: hahahaha
Bicos: Ok bye
Tat: Latz

*End call*

Final Fantasy XIII made me cum

..twice

Damnit

I cant fall asleep.. but I should really get some shut eye before my exam...

How woud you feel

Was playing the new GTA last night.. and it was filled with music I used to listen to!

Ahh.. music like this reminds me of summer of 2005.. before all hell broke lose..
Lets turn back time and return to simpler moments in our lives =)

Watched the last episode of 富貴門 last night.. where
**SPOILER**
沙富來 lost all his memories and went back simpler times..
Where he was no longer corrupted by the temptation of money..
Didnt have to fight for power.. wealth..
Back to a simple time where happiness and family is all that matter.. =)

Oh a side note.. need to find me a house music club in toronto ><

I art Model!

Took some "pictures" for Kristina yesterday..
Seriously considering being a model once i go back to hong kong... XD
Which is perfect since all my life people tell me I'm useless other than looking pretty.. haha =.=

maybe.. just MAYBE.. even a porn star, haha!

=.=

ok back to planet earth now... and into the reality of exams... boo







Excerpt from Eminem's Beautiful:

"Lately I’ve been hard to reach
I’ve been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone"

Quote

Just woke up.. was on facebook and found this quote which i find is very nice =

Being happy does not mean that everything is perfect. It just means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Its funny.. when you usually see some people you havn't seen for a while you would be happy to see them.. in my case i rather i didnt see them at all..

reminds me of exactly what kind of world i don't belong in

Knocking on heaven's door

Me attempting to play knocking on heaven's door
Don't laugh.. i know i sound bad and i play bad.. this is the first video of me playing guitar ><

sooner or later... i shall get better =(

Weeeeeee

Getting tipsy at 2pm in the afternoon os fucking awesome.!!!
Now i shalla go sleep and drink more tnoinite =)

蔡卓妍 - I'm sorry

THE INTERNET!

So instead of studying hard last night...
I was just looking through a bunch of random pictures and uploading them on facebook =)

yay!
exam in 1.5 hrs..... =.=

The Internet

And for some strange reason.. my music player on my blog is broken.. boo!

Don't leave retarded child unattended

He might start doing stupid shit

Retarded Child
* Update Dec 11: Turns out i only posted one picture instead of the whole album.. now fixed

Diahrrea Puke-a-tron

Boo what a shitty day...
If you want to rain than rain..
If you want to snow than snow..
Stop giving me this diarrhea puke-a-tronic bullcrap!!

Had to stay at school after my test yesterday till 11 doing a lab... than went home.. ate dinner and studied all night long!! =.=

Around 7am was teasing Kristina on webcam to the point she wanted to explode XD
I was the "late night sex chat" model muwahahhaa

After three days of combined sleep of approx 6hrs.. i shall now crash... and prepare for a long day of studying tmr =.=

Friday you can't come any sooner..... boo

Poke-Poke-Poke her face

ahh.. i have an exam in a few hours and I am on youtube once again =)
Eric Cartman have officially made me love Poker face.. i initially hated this song.. but now its my fav song!!

If Eric Cartman ever releases a CD.. I'll be the first one to buy it!

First snow fall

yesterday morning at 6am I drove Kristina to the airport.. experienced the first snow fall once again in Toronto.. it was so nice =)
Too bad she missed her flight =(
Initially wanted to take her to Mississauga for some good breakfast.. but seemed like everywhere doesnt open till pass 10 or 11-ish since it was a sunday morning...

I ended up eating McDonalds breakfast while she ate Timmies.. lolz

Over the weekend I applied nail polish onto my fingers cux i was bored..
and today i realized I am getting my grad photos taken tmr.. and my fingers are gonna b in the pic when i hold my diploma... so i actually had to go out and get me some nail polish remover

moral of story: don't leave retarded child unattended!


I now just woke up and preparing to study for architecture.. yay!

This sore in my mouth is really bugging me.. blah

Late Night Alumni - What's in a Name

Kristina is leaving for Vancouver in about an hour!! not going to be able to see her for 3 weeks T.T

went out for dimsum and hotpot yesterday with kristina and my family... ahh havn't done both for so long, and havn't done both with so many people together for so long!! =)

December

I'll miss you baby!

on another note... just found this awesome song!!

20 hrs of sleep

Havn't slept for the past two days because of endless projects.. and before that I constantly get 3-4hrs of sleep because of my other project....

Now I finally get to sleep... and i slept 20hrs =)

Back to caffeine for the up coming weeks of exams!!

The leash is off

Too often you tried to tame me.. Containing my insanity..
Telling me I'm an embarrassment.. telling I'm not good enough..

Dress me up like a doll, control me like a puppet.

The leash is off now.. let me be..
Let the insanity unleash upon this world

My love.. compliment me in this cruel world and exponentially magnify both of our inner demons..

Let the world feel the wrath of our power

November
November - Guilty Pleasure
December - One Month!!!

So pink!

those doll sure reminds me of something.. =)

Its okay..

As long as we know we both have each other in the heart.. thats all it matters...

We don't have to look back now...

so I've decided to learn guitar earlier this year... and i can now play about... two songs =)
hopefully one day i can play it for you...

Happytimes. =)

So as it seems i got lazy and never went around to blogging..
In fact... i stopped adding little notes onto my notepad file that I was suppose to turn into blogs =p

and now that i'm dating again.. i think im gonna neglect this place again

well just a few notes...
I was actually in montreal for halloween!! and let me tell u... it sure is fun to just grab a random map from the subway station and travel to random different places in a city with someone you like =)
i think i love travelling now!!! too bad no money =.=

school is starting to get pretty busy... all these projects and shit
i actually hate projects more then midterms...

CIV497: 13hrs studying - 84% or something around there...
CIV514: 8 hr studying - 83%
CIV519: 4 hrs studying - 80%
CIV575: 2 days studying - don't know marks yet

and so far for all my architecutre assignments worth 30%, i did them over night =D
first one i even got 80+% muwahaha


my marks are sure shaping up pretty nice this year... wish only if i tried harder.. wondered what wouldve happened...
meh!

happytimes. =)
here are some pictures I uploaded onto facebook, enjoy!!
September
Nuit Blanche
Hairstyle wtf!
October
Halloween!!

Time for school and time for blog.

Hello ladies. (and gent)
It's been a while since i last made a blog entry!!

Seems like everytime i blog.... i just blog once and i disappear for the longest time =)

anywho... alot of new adventure to blog about since now I'm back in school!!!
I'll post a blog about that later...

But today I finished uploading most of the pictures i've taken over the past few months on facebook, check it out if any of you are interested! =)

August
July
June
May
April

Gratitude Meditation

Today I was eating alone in Chinatown and started having alot of negative energy surrounding me.
I started thinking of all the things that I don't have start loathing people for having them.

I started nik picking little things in life that is imperfect within my vision and started getting disgusted by them.

At this very moment I thought to myself... why put myself in such a negative mood and get myself depressed and stressed over nothing?
Why not live a happier, more relaxed calm positive life?
Everyone has their own destiny and their way of life.
Why not just embrace my presence within this period of time and live the way that I am meant to live.
Why not just let everything flow according to fate.

Thats when I started thinking of things I am grateful for.
And the whole walk home I was thinking about all the different things in life that I am grateful for... and by the time I got home.. I felt a smile on my face formed sub-consciously.

If you'll excuse me.. at this time I am going to try some gratitude meditation to fill my life with more positive energy!

Chillin under the sun

(since I am too lazy to blog and I always talk to my colleauges about my weekends... i figured i'll just copy paste those emails here =p)

-----Original Message-----
From: Chan, Tat
Sent: June 15, 2009 10:38 AM
To: *
Subject: RE: RE: What chefs do when they're bored...

=(

now u mention it.. that makes me sad (kinda)

Im really starting to like my job

Now that u mentioned about the nice weather.. turns out I have a rooftop at my place where I can just go up and chill, pretty sick

So Friday night me and my buddies were up there drinking, and Saturday I was just up there with my laptop, so nice!!

It was so nice Sunday morning around 6am when I went to bed… but when I woke up around 6pm to go out for dinner wit my buddy, it was sorta gloomy and misty =(

Argh.. ate krn bbq last ntie… still feeling the grossness from all the meat XD

Damn last nite I couldn’t fall asleep cux of my messed up sleeping pattern

I just rmemebered… I miss checking out redflagsdeal at work =(

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060809

Let the blogging restart!
Well.. how long has it been since my last blog? Feburary?
Wow… lots of things happened during this time… like right after I got laid off I just sat at home and played videogames for like a month.. thenI went to Hong Kong for a month and a half, and I started working at TTC starting May 4th!!

But I did a lot of things this weekend and took some pictures/videos that it makes me feel like theyre wasted if I don’t make a blog with them!

So last Tuesday Prasanth came by and chilled since apparently he works at Eyeweekly every Tuesday. Chris lee also drops by too once he gets off summer school.
So my new place has a ping pong table… and we were just playing around when the landlord’s young son came by and wanted to play.
Being the nice guy that prasanth is (to little kids at least), he decided to play with the kid… and the result is that he got his ass handed to him hahaha

Friday we all went to jack astor’s for dinner to celebrate Andrew graduating. Whats sad is out of our whole group of 10+ people, Andrew is the only person graduating on time =p
Funny thing is when Jay said this, Candice said “at least you have a girlfriend”. Wow, so cruel! LOLZ
So we drank up and had a nice meal. They forgot me and Prasanth’s order so we pretty much started eating when everyone was done. But I was so tipsy from that tequila shot that I actually ate fast for once!
After dinner Jay wanted to smoke up. Initially I didn’t want any that night, but peer pressure came into effect and next thing you know I was in heaven =D
We went and chilled at the park next to jenn’s house.. and headed home afterwards.





Saturday.. shit my memories are getting so bad… what the hell did I do on Saturday??!
Oh yaaaaaa I woke up at like 4pm and had Pho with Pauling.
Later I was going to go the laundry at the Coin Wash… however I called Bicos telling him I would go over to his house afterwards, and he offered to let me wash my clothes at his house =D
Man I swear that was the most randomest thing…. Have you ever had a friend coming over with a big bag of laundry? lolz
Justin Arthur was there too, and those two were playing 3rd Strike while I played infamous on his PS3… called up Chris lee to see if him and prasanth and Andrew wanted to drop by but they were going for Pho =.=
I guess everyone felt like pho on Saturday, too bad I already had it around 6….


Went out to Perfect Chinese Restaurant with Bicos at 1am (its like our lil tradition.. I think?)
He was so random because he was sleepy, it was so funny!
Oh here is a really cool video of him flipping a chopstick =D

After dinner he wasn’t as sleepy no more, so I got the brightest idea of letting him drive my car at 2:11am O.o

Went back to his place and watched him play Midnight club for a bit before we switched to Fight Night Round 4 demo until 3:20am when I couldn’t stand the sleepiness and had to go home..
man Fight night is so fun!! Can’t wait till it comes out..

Sunday I went and got my 360 modded and got UFC & Prototype… I ended up playing UFC until 1:30am last nite =.=
Surprisingly I’m not too sleepy today.. probably too excited about going home to play more UFC =D

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Edge Files of the day:
- Someone hid under a metal shed during a thunderstorm… the lightning struck his copper talus (which was suppose to be good luck?) that was tied around his balls and shocked him to death
- Some dude got shot and couldn’t move… then a nurse went in and started chatting with him and talked about exotic dancing.. next thing the nurse put make up on him and started kissing him and grabbed his balls and asked how long have been since you’ve been with a real woman. The patient later found out the nurse was actually a man when she/he tried to teabag him… however the judge says it was consensual (until the point he found out shes a man at least..)
- So there was this 5 yrs old kid having Slip and Slide party in his back yard.. this lady got really drunk (0.60 alch) and just went naked and joined in.. she was later arrested
- Woman chose to bath before eating dinner and was too tired to get out… her daughter tried calling and thought it was just bingo night (for 3days straight) so the old woman called for help but no one heard her.. so she used a rubber duck as a cup and started drinking water off of her bathtub… her daughter said when she saw her mom in the water 3days later it was filled with human filth (and her mom have been drinking that very same water… wtf).

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Yay i have cable now!

-----Original Message-----
From: Chan, Tat
Sent: June 1, 2009 9:34 AM
To: *
Subject: RE: Monday Morning

Lmfao.. I think I was lucky enuff to just miss that rain… (ps I love how u censored out ass, you ass.)
Get ready for some reading peepz =)


Saturday was a really random day for me..
woke up on Saturday at 4pm… and when I went outside it was such a nice day!!!
Went to eat at a restaurant and this dood asked me what I was eating.. from there we went on chatting for 2 hrs

Turns out hes an artist from hong kong. Nowadays he draws pictures for tourists and stuff… and he gave me some postcards he drew for free =)
Man this guy is talented…

Went to pay for my parking fee for June, and the old guy started chatting to me for an hour about how Chinatown used to be so much more different back in the 70s lolz

Then I went home and rested… came back out around 9:30pm to go to walmart and saw the whole street soaked.. so I guess I lucked out and missed the rainstorm =)

(Ps. If anyone need clothing detergent, they have a great deal @ walmart.. org $8.97 its now $3.97 and it comes with a $1 off coupon on the bottle so its technically $2.97!! =D)

Picked up my friend at 11:30 from her fashion show and went for some good ol’ pizza pizza… and she randomly wanted to go sing karaoke.. so we headed out for karaoke until 3am =)

Sunday met up with my high school friends and went to the arcade in commerce gate in Richmond hill then some bubble tea…

Good times… good times..

On a second note.. because ive been out all weekend, I havnt had time to clean my $18 microwave yet
Its actually not that bad… but I do needa clean the inside a bit before using it (sad thing is.. its still not as gross as the one provided by the place im living in right now)
Also.. now that I have cable tv in my room I waste so much time… I was up watching 1000 ways to die on spike tv until 1am last nite =(

700th post!

Wow my sleeping pattern is really messed up! Went to sleep at 12am but for some reason I woke up at 6am... =.=
Man its cold...

So three days ago Candice planned a going away dinner for me, how sweet =)
Had all you can eat japanese grill at chako up over richmond hill (what is the difference between this and Krn bbq? hmm..)
Anywho.. omfg I ordered too much food and I paid for it in the end... and like always I was the last one to stop eating.. haha
If Jonah and MikeMan was here.. fuck guy they would prob keep eating even after me!!

Prasanth came near the end of our dinner.. and the guy got me *flowers*
yea.. pretty gay? oh well its nice of him tho! =)
Fucking guy says he was celebrating me leaving... haha

Afterward we headed over the Destiny... I still don't get why we had 9 people sitting in the sofa seat which is made for 4 people... lolz
Apparently they didnt like the first table which looked like a businese table...

Oh yea.. so apparently shelley situ, my ex from way back when, is fucking pregnent
whaaat the fuck!! and apparently shes still working at mcdonalds while being pregnent for 6 months O.o
So sad is that she had.... a baby shower in mcdonalds??
wow.. her baby is going end up being the employee of the month for mcdonalds in no time

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Two days ago I went over to Emily's place and bought over my 360 with me
damn... I was suppose to be there by 5, but because I was stuck in traffic for 2 and half hours I didnt end up getting there until 7pm O.o (left my house around 4:30pm)
Either way... turns out I forgot the one game that she wanted to play... street fighter 4 =p

Turned on some Lego Batman for her... apparently this is already complicated (more complicated then mario for snes i guess..)
While we were playing her mom came home... wooow she seemed mean at first but she was actually really nice in her own weird way
she even cooked me dinner!!! really didnt expect that
initially i said no its fine i didn't want to trouble her.. but her reply was "well what am I suppose to eat? want to treat me too?" in a "cheun" way..
first time hearing that reply.. didn't know what to say to that =p

so the next game we tried was gears of wars... and wow I have never seen someone suck so bad
so apparently we can't even get past the tutorial cause she can't even walk in a shooter =p
she would be looking for me while staring at the ground... and i was like "baby steps.. first stop looking to the ground"
then she would turn and face the wall... and when I told her to turn around.. she ended up staring at the ceiling =________=''
it was funny tho hahahhaa
I guess this is what happen when people from the snes era starts playing 3d shooters (she is so amazed that controllers vibrates now-a-days O.o)

the only game she seemed to enjoy was ninja gaiden 2.. which is kinda just a button smasher game =p

the last game we played was saints row 2 (more like I played and she watched)
funny thing is... her mom was watching too!
i was a hot latino girl wearing nothing but bra and panties running around with a chainsaw... and at that very moment a nude guy ran past me so i cut him up and burnt him with a flamethrower
hope her mom didn't think i was a creep or anything =p

at 10pm her dad was coming home and my car was in his spot.. so we left and went to go for tea... at first i only had a coconut milk green tea.. but we were chatting for so long that i actually got hungry and ordered food!!
maaan I love intellectual chats =p

apparently after that chat.. she doesn't think i'm an idiot no more!! LOLZ ( -.-)

side note: poor pauling lost her cellphone =(

Long awaited return

I am back!!
Man lots of things have happened in the past few months...

Reason I'm re-opening my blog is because I will be leaving Canada in about two weeks time.. and I am most likely going to keep this blog going while I'm in hk to keep you people (if there are any) updated!

Went out with Ken, Frank and Rosco today. First went to some japanese all you can eat place.. man never had that many shasimi (sp) for a while.... actually last time I went to an all you can eat japanese restaurant was probably 3 years ago... still remember walking in with Candice saying I look like a sex god with my bronze tan.. haha
Man I did not know they have "Home of Hot-taste" in downtown.. last time went all the way to Yonge and Steeles for it O.o
We went there for some good old beer! damn so scared for beer bellies... sigh
Either way.. afterwards Rosco went to his girlfriend's place while me, Ken and Frank got lost in the parking lot of Rosco's girlfriend's place
Man it was weird... we kept going in circles... and going into doors but still end up in the same place.
Well after a while we finally found my car
Once I got to Ken's house.. we sat there for so long having such deep talks about... life and politics and society
Man... I love having intellectural conversations =)

Two days ago I went over to Saqib's place to play some street fighter IV
Man.. good times.. reminds me back in the days when we used to play SNES in his room... Megaman X to the end man!! That shit was the bomb.
But after a bit of street fighter we switched over to Gears of War 2.... this game is pretty amazing... I guess I'm finally getting into shooters
We went to smoke some sheesha afterwards...
There were some skanky underage girls getting picked up by some 30 year old man.. so sad
The sheesha made me a bit sick and had to sleep over...
In the morning (1pm) me and him went to a resturant in Pickering for breakfast

Anime looking asian kid + Gangster looking brown guy + White town + English tea + White people breakfast = Win.

It was jokes.. so many people was looking at us haha
Either way hope that guy feels better.. have been stressing out himself too much lately