im so bored...

oh, and simon put the wonderland pix up on his "myspace"

Sidenote

on sunday i went downtown to look for a place to live at.. cux my parents wanted me to live at home at first.. so i put no for residence on the OUAC app
now they want me to stay dt.. so ya

starting august when i come back from hong kong i can start living at Huron and College ^__^
the room is actually bigger then my own room. SO COOL
ya... ANYWAYZ..
nuttin much. summers so boring

wow.. what a cool can

can you guess what this can is for??
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its actually for..



crazy...asians

10.27PM

What asian guys talk about Part.. who knows

faith..

had some deep talks with james tonite...
about.. relationships.. life.. faith..
soo good... so deep.. haha..
makes me start thinking.. about... stuff
mhmm.. too sleepy.. to make sense

世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ

wow... havn't blogged for a while
so just to keep things up back to date
school closed because of mould
candice left for china on wednesday, june 22nd
lotta shit happened since school ended.. seems like everything just got crammed into one little week... but after this week i m gonna b bored =(
so ya.. andrew's party, sherry's bbt get together, stclement's ut visit, centre island
haha.. yup.. it was fun indeed
still have to make longer posts about thos evens that happened previously.. one day =)


世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ / 在世界中心呼喚愛 /Crying Out Love in the Centre of the World
it is the first movie that ever made me cry.. like a gurl
yaaaa, shut the fuck up bitches.. its really sad!!!
even the trailer is more sad then any other movies
sigh sigh.. WATCH IT!! and you will know what i mean

oh ya.. started watching Drawn together.. i thought it was great.. but after watching 在世界中心呼喚愛 i am just gonna praise 在世界中心呼喚愛 instead of Drawn Together =p

PURPLE!!!

i made everything on my computer purple (almost everything..)
why?? CAUSE PURPLE RULES!!!
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wow my desktop is so clean..
if only my room is as clean as that....><

So hungry...

omg.. got home from dt at 1.30am
mr + mrs smith rule!!

randomest thing ever
me: how is art related to bombs?!
jas: bombs are so art.. they are shaped like a dick.. and it shoots.. and when it explodes thats the orgasim
me: rotflmfao

jan was obsessed wit bsb all nite.. HEY BICOS!! someone as crazy bout bsb as u lolz
yup.. it was fun
but i m starving rite now.. n therz no food ><

Last day...

Four years.. of hell and heaven..

early in the morning.. i was still tired as hell from st.clement's graduation...
i woke up at 6am to cram my ISU for calculus and make cheat sheets..
i was telling myself "omfg i wish i dont have to go to school and i get to stay home and sleep"
who wouldve thought.. everything can change in just a few hours
when i got to school, i see all the faces i've been seeing for the past four years.. and i tell myself.. this is the last time.. i would ever see any of these people
last time of avoiding eye contacts
last time i would be called "KILL BILL" in the hall
last time getting hit by james for saying stupid things
last time copying hwk from other ppl
last time yelling at jd for playing poker..
last time randomly getting hit by justin arthur..
last time doing racist nazi related things to chris lee
last time making fun of D3
last time sitting thru a presentation of someone else (actually.. no.. gotta do presentation on monday)

last time laughing with my buddies in school...

and many more
but even then, i still didn't feel anything.. it felt like it was just a "normal" end of the year day... going around getting signatures from everyone.. having fun.. skipping classes
it was only until around 3pm.. end of school.. then i feel a sense of regret
regret of what i have done and what i havn't done
and when i saw Min cry.. there is a feeling of not wanting to let go.. not wanting to leave high school.. not wanting to leave my friends
my dear friends that have been there for me for all these time.. listening to me, helping me, having fun
i don't want to leave.. i dont want to become yet another loner in this world
i never thought i would say this.. but i am going to miss high school
right before i was leaving the door... Cindy came up.. and started crying
i know why she is crying, although i keep telling her we will still get to see each other, i know why she is crying
seeing a person once in a while isn't the same as seeing the person every single day
its just not the same.. u wont feel as close to the person as you once did
no more lunch time hang outs guys... no more..

the drive back was so sad.. i didn't want to leave the parking lot.. i didn't want to leave school.. for the very last time
i didn't.. i didn't want to drive thru the countryside from 3pm dismissal for the last time...

GoodBye Sir Oliver Mowat C.I... i'll miss you

i want to say sorry to magda for never knowing your name.. i am sincerly sorry.. very very sorry...
you have no clue have guilty i feel
altho... u prob will never get to read this blog..

and Ms. Labow is the BEST teacher EVER

immature..

i made a really stupid comment at the stclement grad today.. n ever since ive been thinking alot about it
im so immature... i mean.. i m going into university next year, and i act the same way as i did when i just got into mowat
mb thatz y i m scaring so many ppl away... sigh
i really needa.. mature up and act my age..

o my.

the next 2 weeks i m gonna b pretty bz... ><
friday - WONDERLAND!! AWSOMENESS
saturday - something downtown cancelled
sunday - ed's going away buffet/bbt lolz, thx for ramming ur engine with music full blast in my neighbourhood guys!! appreciate the attention from my neighbours!! lolz.. bye eds! ><
thursday - stclement grad great, altho i said some retarded stuff that i shouldn't have... stupid coke
saturday - downtown awsome!!
sunday - clement / sherry's bday (karaoke?) didn't go.. cux i didn't get home till 2am from saturday.. n on monday i have chem presentation

i'll blog these events.. sooner or later

being grumpy.. or the world become faggots

seems like everything today is pissing me off.. its either i m extremely grumpy from not sleeping or the world is turning into a bunch of faggots

morning - fucking woman in the art room is randomly sending ppl out of the room, then i stared at her n she gave me a bitchy look, too bad i wasn't in the fucking class.. fucking bitch (no it wasn't ms.labow.. it was some random black woman.. ms.labow was v. nice to me today for letting me finish off my mask in her art class)

after school - areselon lost my paint.. i wasn't pissed that he lost it.. i was pissed bcause i was gonna be late for ut (which closes at 4.. freaking people suspended my account on their website)

driving to pmall - fucking car infront of me was like going 20km/h.. fucking gay

driving - driving home.. fucking asian lady suddenly cut right w/o signalling nor look at her fucking blind spot.. GUESS WHOZ IN HER BLIND SPOT?! YA! ME!! mother fucker.. so i honked like therz no tmr.. n she BREAKED RITE INFRONT OF ME.. like HARD BREAK
WTF!! FUCKING ASIAN WOMAN, LEARN HOW TO FUCKING DRIVE

downtown - traffic jam.. simple as that

leaving downtown - more traffic jam

walmart - had the biggest headache ever, n was pissed off at who ever got in my way

silver star resturant - fucking waitress... u asked her how much the shrimps was, she just screams out the price n walks away.. WUT KINDA GAY SERVICE IS THAT?! i mean.. aren't u fucking suppose to EXPLAIN it to us.. like how many pound how much..
the second waitress came after and explained it to us tho

more from resturant - FUCKING WOMAN MADE ME, ME! PICK UP THE FOOD!! THERZ A REASON FOR WAITERS AND WAITRESSES U NO!! N THAT IS TO SERVICE THE FUCKING CUSTOMERS

driving home wit the jetta - fucking "二世祖".. u no, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BE PROUD OF! DUN FUCKING CUT ME U MOTHER FUCKER!! U ARE JUST A MOTHER FUCKER BORN ON A SILVER PLATER THAT IS BEING FUCKING SPOILED BY HAVING A FUCKING BMW CONVERTABLE WHEN UR FUCKING 17!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SHOW OFF BECAUSE ITS NOT UR OWN FUCKING MONEY U FUCKING SPOILED ASS!! YOU ARE GONNA END UP USELESS AND PATHETIC AND ALL YOU WILL SUCEED IN LIFE IS BULLSHIT AND PISSING PEOPLE OFF

mask - freaking plaster is fucking going into my nose, now i m coughing like hell from it.. fucking mask

english presentation - our theme is totally.. fucked up right now

computer - FUCKING WINDOW UPDATE STOP POPPING UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT


so temme.. is it just me, or is today just not my fucking day

Goodbye Eds ='(

Edmund Leong, my good friend of seven years is leaving us to do two years of military service in Singapore. We would all like to wish him THE BEST of luck during the next two years. Hopefully, he will come back to chill with us again in 2007/2008.

Now... this post would have been a huge pictorial but the Malachy graduates are very stubborn people and they won't send me any pics. So we're gonna have to settle with just a goodbye for Eds.

GOOD LUCK EDMUND! GOD SPEED AND WE HOPE TO SEE YOU BACK! THESE PAST SEVEN YEARS HAVE BEEN FUN!

P.S. If you saw me "crying" today, I wasn't. My eyes were red because I was in the back smoking a joint with Eds.

My prom pics, finally.

Finally put these bitches up.

ECW: One Night Stand

First of all, I just want to apologize to my very good friend Edmund Leong for not coming to his dinner last night. I did have three reasons not to go, two of them being good ones. Those being:

1) I had to work on my biology presentation

2) I had to study for my second biology exam

Tuesday will be Eds' last day here before he leaves for Singapore, so make sure you do something good for him before the end of the day. These past seven years have been FUN, buddy. We'll see you in two years and we will miss you very much.

Anyway, the third reason for me not showing up was ECW's One Night Stand pay-per-view and the only three words I can describe it by is Joey Styles' trademark "Oh my GOD!"

Lance Storm with Dawn Marie def. "Lionheart" Chris Jericho (this match saw the return of the Impact Players)

Super Crazy def. Yoshihiro Tajiri and Little Guido (at one point in the match, Super Crazy did a moonsault off of the second floor balcony, taking out all members of the F.B.I.)

Rey Mysterio, Jr def. Psicosis (very boring match compared to their other ones)

Rob Van Dam does a shoot promo saying that not being able to compete on One Night Stand sucks more than missing Wrestlemania or Booker T's wedding. Rhyno comes up from behind and gores RVD. The lights go out and Sabu appears in the middle of the ring.

Sabu def. Rhyno (RVD somehow managed to dropkick a steel chair into Rhyno's face with a broken knee. Match ended with Sabu legdropping Rhyno with a steel chair through a table)

Chris Benoit def. Eddie Guerrero (this was a typical WWE match. Other than the emotion, it was nothing special)

Mike Awesome def. Masato Tanaka (the BEST match of night, without a fucking doubt. This match had so many chairs and tables shots that made it the best match of the entire show. Highlight of the match was a powerbomb off the top rope through a table)

The Dudley Boyz def. Tommy Dreamer and Sandman (so many run-ins during this match: the bWo, Lance Storm, Justin Credible, Francine, Beulah McGillicully and Little Spike Dudley. The match ended with Tommy Dreamer being powerbombed through a flaming table, as seen in the picture above. On a similar note, Tommy Dreamer literally had his skin hanging from his forehead during the match. Oh, and Sandman was busted open by a beer can before the match even started)

After the match, the WWE was called down and the whole ECW locker room beat the shit out of every one of them.

I've never heard such a lively crowd in any other event. The ECW fans absolutely DESPISED the WWE, with chants such as "Fuck you SmackDown!", "Fuck you Bischoff!", "You suck dick!", "You screwed Matt!", and "We want Matt!". I've also counted over twenty "E-C-DUB" chants. Joey Styles had some shots at the WWE too. ESPECIALLY against Edge. It looks like the whole Hardy-Edge-Lita thing is bigger than I thought. The crowd was so alive, they even got involved in the matches themselves; when Super Crazy went for the moonsault off the second floor balcony, THE FANS WERE HOLDING THE F.B.I. IN PLACE!

This show was well worth the $34.95 I payed for it. I'd love to see ECW brought back.

Finally.. After One Month..

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wrong choice.

mb picking ut izn't such a nice choice after all
i mean.. if i go to queens, i wont be distracted as much..
going to ut just gives me more reason to think about something that i shouldve forgotten about half a yr ago already
w/e.. sigh. .FUCKIN MARKS ARE SO HIGH!! WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY SO HIGH?! godamnit, i shouldve applied for waterloo if i knew they were gonna b thiz high.. fucking.. blah

Room Tour

Since my room is clean for once (yeh).. decided to make a post about my room!!


room overview from one corner


room overview from another corner, right above the door


coolest things about my room.. are the mirrors


first thing i see when i wake up.. muwahaha


looking out the window


my entertainment stack.. includes a tv, ps2, n64, n a boombox that only works when i unplug my n64 since i dun have enuff plugs n too lazy to buy one of thos bars


my "work" area, WITH STACY KIEBLER *drools*


whole set of degeneration-X ontop of my tv


decoration shit on the right side of my computer desk


decoration shit on the left side of my computer desk


my picture wall, with some stuff ontop of my monitor


a view of all the decoration shit around my work area (aside from this knife thingy i have infront of my monitor which i got from sherry)

We belong together

Mariah Carey


(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

Degeneration-X

was cleaning my room.. then i suddenly remembered thiz D-X poster i had... sigh.. i dun even remember where it iz rite now =(
i missed dx...

Shit my hair was long

Prom 2005 images

durwyn burning the evidences.. what evidences? i cannot tell else he would kill me


the dance floor.. i can't believe i actually danced!! i never dance to rap/techno


poker night at jd's!! look at keith lmfao


group picture!!! (waited an hr for thiz man)


bonfire at courtney's

People falling into the pool:




Andrew getting raped:





cool shot of courtney diving


omfg that wet


alex getting thrown in as well


cool fire effect

1221.1222.1223.1224.1225

愛情有時間性的..太早或太遲都變成無可能..

Ewww.....

next time if anyone wants to use my computer... bring your own keyboard



... ewwness

June03-3.04pm: g-damnit.. my keyboard iz all fucked up now.. cux i cleaned it last nite.. took me an hour to clean it too!! >=(

Club300..?

argh.. i was suppose to go karaoke today wit sherry, clement, min.. etc etc at echo
but it got cancelled.. ><
today when i woke up liem msged me on msn saying his bored.. n i was bored too.. so in the end we organized something
that iz... going bowling at club300 =p
man... organizing something like thiz iz exhausting!!


so it iz 10pm.. we all went.. just to find out they dun turn on the blacklights during weekdays, only weekends ><
the whole bicos family was ther..
we waited till 10.30pm.. for james to come
after that we got a change of plans.. instead of bowling.. WE'RE GOING FOR BBT!! =D
Mark was so out of place, since he was the only white guy ther, haha
i m joking....... im not... racist...... O-o
btw.. sry for kinda.. ditching u bicos ><

the Pmall one was closed when we got ther (it was like 10.45).. so we drove to Midland and Finch~ (11.00)
we were in like.. a jail cell lolz.. i no itz suppose to be cool n all.. but it was kinda cram putting like 5 people in ther
when i asked the gurl for seperate bills.. SHE FREAKING IGNORED ME!! ARGH so i asked again...
and when i wanted her to read out the drinks just to make sure.. she totally couldn't hear me lolz.. mb i speak too quietly ><
we started making fun of james how his drink is white... like seman =p

Mark: Thats alot of... No wonder it took you so long to come here james

oh ya.. n the large ice crushes were put in like a cup thatz the exact size as the small ones.. .lolz.. well ther were differences.. but barely noticeable
we only stayed for half an hour, cux chris had to leave at 11.30, n he was giving everyone a ride home

Bill: man, i drink so damn slow
Liem: Well "SUCK HARDER" Bill
Bill: ROTFLMFAO... (starts licking the straw)

oh.. and for some strange reason.. chris really likes to abuse me.. (ex. punching, choking).. mb he's just finding excuses to.. TOUCH ME <=o (haha)

here are some pictures from Teashop:

look at that SEXY candle


dont.. play with fire.. kids


mhmmmmm... mango crushes =D


hmm.. there is something wrong here...


can YOU figure out whats wrong???


me and liem... wtf iz wrong wit my face?!



Retard || Retard getting choked out

man.. i m pissing off the waitress in alot of teashops.. lolz
actually no.. more like two teashops =p
Pmall
(when giving make change.. she was like she was scared to even make contact wit my hands.. as if i m gonna burn her or sumthin)

downtown
(lady speaking mandrian to me)
Bill: sorry.. i dont... understand.. mandrian
(stares at me)

Midland&Finch
keep saying stupid things that i think mightve pissed her off.. sigh

hey!! just noticed something.. all the waitress in teashops are ususally female... .. .