Music~~

My taste in music is so weird
on one hand.. we have sarah mclacnlen and Whitney Houston and Aerosmith
on the other hand.. we have Korn, Slipknot, Disturbed, etc etc
lolz.. they should throw a concert wit all these ppl in it ^__^

omg..

煩死啦 ><
today i was in a pretty good mood over all.. but then getting my geometery test back just ruins the day for me
i thought i did pretty good on it.. at least 70+% but i got 62% ><
i cannot fucking believe it, dropped my mark from 81% to 78%.. a week before the marks are send into university
fuck.
today's weather kinda relates to my mood... all day it iz sorta dark, but havn't seen actual rain drops yet. After school driving down sheppard.. itz so bright.. but at the same time its 落狗屎...
i unno.. u prob dun c how it relates, but i do..
fuck, i wonder what my avg iz gonna b............... -___-''

完美的女朋友

01.私人財務策劃師
02.無敵計數機
03.心情低落時的社工
04.24小時全天侯,無人工,無升職既阿4
05.買野時的精算師
06.打機時的陪坐者
07.購物時的指南
08.冬天凍到嘔時的暖手器
09.入貨時的精算師,資料顧問,分析員及記憶晶片
10.球賽後分析球員表現及水準時的聆聽者
11.美容百科
12.累到想死時的按摩女郎
13.私人鬧鐘
14.人肉按摩器
15.預先mark低你將要做的記事簿
16.晚上交際工作警告器
17.出街時視線糾正器
18.浪費氣氛提供者
19.被愛的人

got it off a friend's xanga.. man i wish i have a gf like that ><

so tired...

wow.. thiz iz some scary shit


u no things are going out of hand.. when doing a favour evolves into a mandatory chore that u have to do or else ppl hate u for it..
so tired... calc test.. chem proposal (gotta rewrite it ><).. ahhh

Spring!!

Spring is here!! that calls for a new banner!! took me 3 hrs to make.. shouldve read my eng book instead... -____-''
blogger is weird lately.. so slow n always down >=S
today.. drove candice home, then went to buy some stuff ^__^
first time driving around buying stuff by myself!! felt so... cool... and.. old.. lolz
went to dollar store to get some bristal boards.. then walmart for gum and water~
came home.. animated till 7..
man... i fell asleep read the time machine, and when i finally woke up at 11 and read up to page 14.. then GUESS WHO CALLED?! lolz
talked for like 2 hrs ><... just got off the phone rite now, hahaha

now my throat is dry.. n im tired.. n i didn't get ne thing done.. still got that art sketch to draw =S.. i'll do that tmr during spare >=)

The End?

thiz is only if i can fix his N64.. ><..
ne help ppl? lolz

btw.. u prob all no that i hate rap.. if u dun.. therz ur lesson of the day
last time i created "million uhs".. this time i create "B-PAC"!!!


all rap musicians do is bullshit about how they are gonna pop everyone in the head.. and they want respects, sorta like Bin Laden!! so.. i guess Bin Laden would be a perfect rapper??

Sorry..??

好多人話我講對唔住講得太多.. 但係我真係講對唔住講多左小小..haha
唔知呀~ 咩都好啦~!! 都唔知點解我日日都講"sorry".. 為咩啦?? mhmm
我講英文D朋友無話我Gum多.. 都係講中文D朋友話得我多D..
可能外國人喜歡講Sorry多D啦.. 有禮貌D啦..
sigh..仍然忘記唔到你.. ﹃.﹃'

victory is mine!! so sleepy...

All nighter war

All-nighter WAR battle 6 in session
current score:
Bicos - 3 || Bill - 2
>=( ur going down bicos!!

(shoot.. gotta go to andrew's in the morning.. ><)

盜版購物中心

got thiz crazy globe thingy from a jap store in oriental centre today, itz soooo cool!! only 2 bucks
then i was walking around.. see ppl crowding around all the dvd stores (ther are like at least 5 on the first floor alone).. n i was like wtf..
then i figured out the were selling pirated english dvds.. haha
i went up stairs.. saw one more.. which was $20 for 4 (the other ones were $20 for 3)
got spanglish.. sky captian, constintine(sp), and Kill Bill 2
man it was such a struggle to get these, cux they were all in a box and u gotta search thru them urself.. and ther were ALOT of people ther.. like holy shit!
this gurl beside me prob weren't too happy that i was so damn close to her, but i dun care.. I WANTED MY MOVIES!! n no i didn't do ne thing.. evil to her lolz
yup yup.. then came home and watched spanglish, itz pretty good!! now i gotta work on chem.. argh
pmall and oriental centre... damn... full of bootleg shit!!

好心分手

盧巧音

是否很驚訝　講不出說話
沒錯我是說　你想分手嗎
曾給你馴服到　就像綿羊
何解會反咬你一下　你知嗎

＊回頭望　伴你走　從來未曾幸福過
　赴過湯　蹈過火　沿途為何沒愛河
　下半生　陪住你　懷疑快樂也不多
　沒有心　別再拖　好心一早放開我

＃從頭努力也坎坷　通通不要好過
　來年歲月那麼多　為繼續而繼續
　沒有好處還是我　若註定有一點苦楚
　(直接不過承認錯　若勉強也分到不多)
　不如自己親手割破
　(不如甚麼也摔破)

是否不甘心　首先給撇下
換了你是我　你忍得到嗎
捱得過無限次　寂寞凌遲
人心態早己看得化　也可怕

Repeat＊＃

難捱就無謂再拖　好心一早放開我

Repeat＃

itve been so long.. still stuck in my mind...

Weird Conversation

So why doesn't this bunny have a body?
take a wild guess
Theres a meaning behind it?
no.. but i mean, like use ur imagination
uhh..
Playboy bunny.. porno..
o god
ya, i dun think u wanna c a naked bunny wit boobs

damn food at first markham place cost so much.. freaking hotpot cost 25 bucks per person >=(

Darn cats...

Explanation 1 : the cat is playing with the monster..
Explanation 2 : i don't like cats..

pick one

I Hate Steeles!!

(thiz is the first thing that came up when i searched Pacific mall on google.. don't ask..)

today went to krn bbq for lunch ^__^v
and afterwards i dind't wanna go home yet.. so i went to pmall.. by myself -___-''
pmall is so godamn boring, so i called pauling and chatted wit her..
went to pick up gt4... and drove home (still talking to her)
I HATE TRAFFIC JAM
godamn steeles.. always crowded like hell!!
got home.. finally hung up, worked on chem.. tried Gt4.. DOESN'T WORK!! >=(
i went back to pmall (tehe, live so close to it ^__^).. and the guy said my ps2 iz too old.. so i picked Burnout 3 (at first i picked fight night 2.. then i figured itz prob the same thing as the first one so i switched it to burnout, lolz)
for some reason when i was walking in pmall, keep having a feeling ppl were staring at me =S
I HATE TRAFFIC JAM.. WITHOUT MY DRIVER LICENSE AND WITH A COP RIGHT BEHIND ME
yup.. i forgot my cellphone and my wallet in my room.. haha
o well, burnout3 iz so funn!! can't believe bicos doesn't like it...
ARGH!! I HATE STEELES.. and idioitic azn ladies who blocks up the whole road in the parking lot..

1.11am

All nighter war out of control
(What azn guys talk about pt.4)

hello time bomb...

o god.. worked on physics all nite... argh
hey bicos!! guess itz Biocs-1 Tat-1 now, since im still up.. AND UR OFFLINE!! HA!
made a wallpaper of Noriko Nakagoshi.. always wanted to, just didn't get around to it
itz looks pretty nice ^__^



o ya.. got acceptence letter from ryerson yesterday.. not for either gfx communication management or architedural sci tho >=(
it was engineering.. o well!!
so far my list iz like thiz...
1.UT Civil Eng
2.Queens Eng
3.McMaster Eng
4.UT Com Sci
5.Western Eng
6.Ryerson Arch
7.Ryerson Gfx
8.Ryerson Civil Eng
9.York Com Sci
10.UOIT Mech Eng
common UT and Queens!!! ><

好的開始!

一點先起床.. sigh..我好快變豬啦~!! ><
唔知點解.. 今日起身E為我既old房doh... ><
我通上hie右邊lok床..今日我既左邊lok床.. haha..
hit my head on the wall.. =p
gotta go to fatima's place later on to pick up physics txtbk ><.. shit itz getting late

星座..

this picture is totally edited.. lolz
went downtown around 6.. after the sunset.. so everything was kinda blue.. but when the other subway came by.. the subway was blue, but the inside was so yellow.. totally contrast.. looked so nice..

yaa.. today.. i cleaned my room!! (finally).. was suppose to work on physics.. but i dun have my txtbk, so i gotta get that off fatima tmr..
went downtown at 6 to meet pauling (finally).. while waiting for the subway at kennedy station.. it was so quiet.. and i was listening to faye wong.. felt so nice.. then suddenly the stupid subway comes and ruin everything >=(

watched Be Cool with pauling.. felt so weird when we just walked in w/o paying =S.. o ya.. we got in free cux she works ther.. lolz
it was a pretty cool movie, the rock was hilarious, haha!

afterwards walked down young to thiz resturant... for dinner.. pauling iz actually the first gurl i ever ate dinner wit O-o.. (alone ne wayz)
the place was cozzy, and the music was so nice.. we talked about such random things
seems like we keep forgetting wut we're talking about, haha..

afterwards... walked her home.. then took the street car back
seems like TTC have gotten more strict.. cux on the street car, thiz guy was called back cux the driver didn't c the I.D. clear enuff.. rarely happens
then at dundus station the freaking guy closed the gate on me cux he didn't see my transfer clear enuff.. weird
on the subway it was kinda embarassing.. cux i was looking out the window, and the guy thought i was looking at him... lolz..
but like i always say.. the people u c outside, u'll prob never see ever again. and even if u do, they most likely dun remember they saw u before.

ne wayz.. pretty cool day.. fuck.. chem n phys ><

人馬座:

that iz.. sorta like me.. at least the "缺點".. some of the "優點" are true.. too??
lolz..

Past...

what the fuck happened to me..

yea.. i no like 5 years are missing from these pix.. and ther are lik 5 recent pix of me..
i'll edit it once i scan some old pix.. then u'll see how fucked up my changes are

Random Night

when i left chris lee's house.. me and bicos had a small race..
after a turn, the guy suddenly cuts right infront of me.. WHEN I WAS ACCELERATING!! so i just rammed rite into the curb / snow -____-''
an hour and a half ago emily called... and have been talking till now.. the call was so random cux i haven't talked to her on the phone.. for quiet a while lolz
talked about how i m immature for a grade 12 -__-''.. how i seems gay (I AM NOT GAY).. then about other people losing virginity.. lmfao.. n.. thiz idiot that forgot to hand in university application, who i have no sympathy for what so ever (the only time she thought i was "mature").. n other random shit
basically it was pretty random.. yupp.. it sure is a random night... i have a headache >=(

o god im just totally embarassed rite now.. >=(
msn convo:

○Oo. Island.in.the.Sun .oO○ says:
niggity nig nig
○Oo. Island.in.the.Sun .oO○ says:
u ther mon?
.cbicos says:
it's kathleen

o god.. i feel like an idiot..

Island in the Sun

spring is finally here...
woke up to this song.. felt so nice.. ^__^

2.31am

no im not jerking off >=|
chris lee was drinking and got really dizzy and mark thought he was drunk
and here is my version of "Typical MSN Messenger chat between two asian guys."

Worst sunday

- woke up at 2.30pm
- ate at 3.30pm
- watched viva la bam till 6
- fell asleep till 8
- ate dinner
- watched TNA D-X till 9
- played orisinal
- sitting here..

blahness!!


好心好報 - 方力申
落力為你好 得不到分數
你決定要跟他日後同步
他不懂愛惜你 我樂意操勞

還看著你 看你在懸崖走路
他卻放下你 只照顧自己
我這片苦心無人讚美
還不敢開口 不能妒忌

*對你好 無人稀罕我好
無人欣賞我好
原來你習慣他一套
從來沒有愛我 看得清楚 我知道
不必得到 不妨陪襯 但願為你好

好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
為何你又與他擁抱 來磨練我
我信 有好心得好報
好人 似我問誰做到(雖然 這秒時辰未到)

是受罪也好 聽聽你哭訴
你說難過總比分手更好
你說幾多的女主角 也受過煎熬

情況壞到 你信任來年一日
他答應做到 統統都做到
我也似你的無從勸告
寧願犧牲都不願卻步

repeat*

我太好 無人珍惜我好
無人喜歡我好
原來要學會他一套
從來沒有吻過 記得清楚 我知道
不必得到 不妨陪襯 但願為你好

好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
無人愛慕我忍得到
仍然相信 我會有天終於等到
可能 你有日會知道

WhyDon'tYouGetTheFuckOutOfMyFace... Nooow

obsessed with Korn lately, got chris lee to dl all their albums.. so depressing, but still good
n ppl were saying evanescence = suicidal.. lolz

Korn - Good God
You came into my life without a single thing
I gave into your ways, but you left me with nothing
I've given into smiles, I've dealt with all your games
I wish you're happy now, I had to let you win

Why don't you get the fuck out of my face, now!!
Why don't you get the fuck out of my face, now!!

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
You live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind

I scream without a sound
How could you take away everything that I was?
Leave me a fuckin slave
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say, you're fucked in every way

[chorus]

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
You live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind
You stole my life without a sign
You sucked me dry

[chorus]

went downtown today at like 7.15am cux i had an evaluation session at ryerson at 9..
got ther.. spanky (i think thatz her name..) was working.. gave me a free coffee.. bought a egg muffin.. pretty expensive actually.. meh
during the 45 seminar i was basically sleeping with my eyes opened.. lolz.. the guy lost me after the first 15 mins
drawing session for half an hour.. essay session for an hour.. i think they should switch the time around.. cux i had too much time for the essay, and not enuff for the sketch
160 ppl chosen out of 1000... ouch? lolz
pauling called during my essay session... was suppose to go watch The Ring 2 wit her at 4? but i was too tired so i just told her we'll watch it another time
went to Muc Gay with chris lee... didn't eat ne thing cux that place iz such a fucking rip off.. fucking expensive like hell
waited for his SA buddies for like an hour (omfg..) n then he followed them while i stayed back..
why? well cux they are protesting againts rock paper scissors in an Anti-Bush protest O-o.. felt so awkward ther
the subway ride home was so depressing... i thought i got over her but apparently not.. keep thinking back to the stuff we did.. the good memories, not the bad ones..
then i just remembered today iz the 19th.. exactly 3 months ago we parted.. hm
then i started thinking about someone else... which got me even more depressed
i was actually thinking so much that i almost missed my stop.. in the eastbound train i just drifted into sleep
got home around 3.30.. went straight to bed.. woke up at 8.30 for dinner.. sitting here typing thiz blog now.. and listening to KORN.. muwahah?
sorta talking to jennifer.. well neither of us are replying much.. lolz
seems like not much pplz online tonite. hmm
gonna go back to sleep soon.. was suppose to go to waterloo tmr but that got cancelled..
so wut to do wut to do.. should clean my room.. also i wanna make a new banner for the blog. hm

ps- marty's not dead.. saw him today.. he just has a cast on his right foot.. n he doesn't have his bike wit him

Damn Why-Ya-Sun

argghhh... went to gfx communication management interview today...
"whats ur impression of lyfe?"
>=( wtf r u suppose to say to that???! arghhh
chris is hating on jews again..
ya.. im over at his place again, gotta work on my gay ryerson portfolio.. ><
used up so much ink too, blahness!!!
owell... still waiting for my NYC pic from decker.. argh
hope i get it b4 i go home... -____-''

Sunset

i was talking to Pauling on the phone.. she said something about liking pix of sunset, which got me thinking..
here iz a set of sunset pix i took ^__^~ enjoy~~

































and here iz a pic that has nothing to do with anything.. itz just funny.. lolz