Pressure..

sigh.. pressure from school.. pressure from relationship.. pressure from family..
never-ending pressures

i feel like i have no life.. i wake up and study and then i sleep.. then i wake up again and study then i sleep..

i no its suppose to make me smarter, but it actually makes me feel retarded.. like contaminants in groundwater (dun ask =____='')

my mom coughed blood last night.. and shes so depressed lately cux shes always home alone (dad and sis in hk, im dt doing exams)
one reason why i stay in markham alot.. but by doing so im making someone else unhappy..... =___=''
on top of this, my sis's attitude towards the family isnt the best lately
and we're having money trouble because we're moving all the way to missisauga just so that my "precious" sister dont have to drive ONE HOUR to work

Music Industry..

Za-Za-Za-Za-Za

and
MyHump-MyHump-MyHump-MyHump-MyHump
are hit songs

fat people are cool

LOL 2006 HIPHOP

this is worst then last yr when i made fun of all the uh's and yo's

Altered State

as i am typing up this post i am in a totally altered state of awareness... or even consciousness. heck, i don't even know what the fuck i just typed. gawd, this is awesome. it's like i'm tripping out or something. like, i know i'm conscious but it feels like a dream. i can't really feel anything right now and when i look around everything seems so blurry... although it isn't. know what i mean?
man, if this is what an acid trip feels like, i should start taking that up. or maybe it's a state of drunkiness? who knows. actually, i do. it's because i didn't sleep at all last night; i pulled an all-nighter studying for my QMS exam, which was the LONGEST EXAM YOU CAN EVER TAKE. easy shit, but it was too much. as for this "state"... whatever it is, it's making me feel more "higher-up"; more aware of my surroundings (even though i'm not), i feel more energetic, and i feel a hella lot smarter. Super Saiya-jin Cheeko? i like the sound of that!
i really feel like sleeping but i gotta stay up. i'm waiting for Jess to wake the eff up cuz we gotta meet up with Misha aka "Sideshow Bob" to study for the MHR exam tomorrow. it's weird. i don't know what the fuck i just typed or how long this post is. i'm afraid to go home because i really don't wanna drive in this state. maybe if i sleep on the subway back to Kennedy station i'll feel more "awake". anyway, i gotta get back to studying. i'm actually retaining the stuff i'm reading while in this state.... wow..


anyways, tootles
wish me luck trying to get back to my normal state





WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST TYPE?!

仆街..

Happy 4/20~!!

have been studying calc lately... sigh
too lazy to make ne gfx, so here is a random picture

ITS A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!

..btw..
BRING D-X BACK FAGGOTS

Done Math assignments

im such an ass lolz
i <3 "do it as many times as you want" rule ^__^v

on a side note, i got my ear pierced yesterday

Sense of Relief

lol

he doesn't.

Beautiful day...

yesterday after MSE. went to hand in my portfolio.. lolz, zhang went to print his stuff w/ only 4 mins left.. he eneded up being 15 mins late but they still took it, haha

afterwards went to chris lee's lecture.... damn i wish i was an art-sci.. >< drew a picture during his lecture then went around UT.. i remember seeing durwyn, and i screamed out "DURWYN!" =p i was soo sleepy i kept rambling on about everything (most of them were either racist or relates to sex lolz) afterwards we went to hand in my second assignment, the MSE lab.. damn that hallway in wallberg is long.. and yea.. went to chris's res for lunch..

i was actually more awake after i ate.. but i quickly went back to sleepiness rite after we left lolz got back in my room around 3pm.. wasted an hour.. slept till 12am.. got a cup noodle.. slept again and woke up today at 1pm haha.. man wut a relaxing day.. but today.. missing someone.. ><

Finally here..

Thursday is finally here.. and ive finally finished off all 3 of my assignments

APS112 => portfolio
MSE101 => lab
APS106 => Program



two all-nighters... some how thats seems familiar
o yea, i did this for last semester.. and i ended up sleeping thru my due date
hopefully i dun sleep thru today.. lolz
better set up my alarms

APS.. to the EXTREME

no.. not APS112 this time.. its APS106
was working on the final report for my group's C-program game till now
was wit Zhang and Zeeshan.. o man

so sleepy... wonder how im gonna manage to do my APS112 assignment tmr..
i should get some rest..

so burnt out..

spent 4 and a half hours on my MSE lab and im still not done...
sigh... my TAs are useless

o well.. at least i get to see loh poh tonite..

22mins of ranting

fucking hell

omfg i wish Apr 13 never comes

here are the shit load of crap i need to do before Apr 13

MSE test - this tuesday
Min asst - this friday
APS FDS - this friday

APS test - next tuesday
C programming - next thursday
MSE lab - next thursday
APS portfolio - next thursday

Calc asst - next sunday

='( (no sighs bicos, just OMFGs)

Argh you Daylight saving

making 2am into 3am.. faggots

ps. got kicked out of PWT for not uploading torrents again.. lolz

yeah bitch

not bad eh?